"It’s like drowning but you just won’t fucking die."
– Urban Dictionary definition of unrequited love (via roxion
Girlfriend gone to work? Time for #assassinscreed4 and #tea. Awh yeuh
"But I still see him, dead in the parking lot at the gas station just down the street. And I still hear my friend say “You know, you wouldn’t believe the things I saw when I was stationed over seas.” But somehow he keeps smiling in spite of all of that, while I keep finding ways to push the good out for the bad. Oh, how selfish of myself to always say that it was more than I could take, like it was pain I couldn’t shake, like it could break me with it’s fingers, throw my body in the lake, and I would slowly sink away… But the truth is, it was sorrow that I made and would note face. See, I keep falling for the future after tripping on the past, and I’m always tearing sutures out to make the anguish last like it defines me. Or reminds me I’ve found comfort in my suffering and uncertainty in happiness and death, because what’s next is such a mystery to me, and I am terrified of all the things I feel but can not see. Friends and family put your hand into my hand and lay your head into my chest. You are all that I have left here. We are all that we have left."
– The Last Lost Continent - La Dispute